I had a dream about you.. I just walked past you in the store. You were taller and just as beautiful as I remember. As I passed.. My throat clenched, I felt the knot coming. My eyes started to burn, I knew the tears were next. My stomach turned. I couldn’t move. I couldn’t talk.
I still do not understand.. And maybe I never will. I’m still not completely over you. I don’t know how to leave something that was so great. “When I stopped looking forward to talking to you… And other things” why? You made me feel crazy wow things. I feel like we felt the same about each other. I could tell how much you loved me by the smallest things. The way you would look at me.. Or reach for my hand. The way you would softly kiss me. Your smile melted my heart. You were always so gentle.. Careful not to hurt me in any way. You hurt me when you left.. It hurts every day. Some days are better than others. I don’t know why you left. I don’t know what I did. I do not have anyone to talk about it with.. I want to talk to you about it really. I wanted to be your happy.. And I wanted to be your forever. I know things do not always work like we plan. I know I need to finish getting over you, I don’t know how.. Other than to keep trying with other people in hopes for something extraordinary